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میرا یار ہے رب ورگا Mera Yaar Hai Rab Varga — My Beloved Is Like the Lord

Prasoon Joshi

1971– living

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Somebody has decided that loving a person is the same act as loving God, and the song is the decision sung. My beloved is like the Lord, it begins, and the comparison is pushed to its end: why should I go to the temple, my beloved is God himself, why the mosque, my beloved is God himself. The song is the oldest heresy of the region, sung at full joy.

Prasoon Joshi wrote it for Bhaag Milkha Bhaag in 2013, and Javed Bashir sang it over Shankar-Ehsaan-Loy's music. Four passages ahead. The middle ones are the beloved's inventory, and the last one is the love's garment.

01  — mera yaar hai rab varga

میرا یار ہے رب ورگا
دلدار ہے رب ورگا
عشق کروں یا کروں عبادت
اکو ہی گل آئی
الف اللہ الف اللہ
الف اللہ
میں مندر کیوں جاوں
میرا یار خود ہے
میں مسجد کیوں جاوں
میرا یار خود ہے

मेरा यार है रब वरगा
दिलदार है रब वरगा
इश्क़ करूँ या करूँ इबादत
इक्को ही गल आई
अलिफ़ अल्लाह अलिफ़ अल्लाह
अलिफ़ अल्लाह
मैं मंदिर क्यूँ जाऊँ
मेरा यार ख़ुद है
मैं मस्जिद क्यूँ जाऊँ
मेरा यार ख़ुद है

mera yaar hai rab varga
dildaar hai rab varga
ishq karoon ya karoon ibaadat
ikko hi gal aai
alif allah alif allah
alif allah
main mandir kyun jaun
mera yaar khud hai
main masjid kyun jaun
mera yaar khud hai

My beloved is like the Lord, my darling is like the Lord. Whether I make love or make worship, it comes to the same thing. Alif Allah, alif Allah, alif Allah. Why should I go to the temple, my beloved is God himself? Why should I go to the mosque, my beloved is God himself?

The passage is the song's claim, and the claim is the oldest heresy of the region. Rab varga, like the Lord, is the comparison the whole song will test, and the question, ishq karoon ya karoon ibaadat, is answered by the refrain's own logic, ikko hi gal, the same thing. The alif of Allah, the first letter of the divine name, is the syllable the ecstatics sing between the lines, and the dismissal of the temple and the mosque, mera yaar khud hai, is the passage's boldest line, the beloved promoted to the divinity's own seat.

ورگا varga
like, resembling: Punjabi
دلدار dildaar
the one who holds your heart
عبادت ibaadat
worship
الف alif
the first letter of the Arabic alphabet

02  — mere pairon mein bhaangda

میرے پیروں میں بھانگرا
سانسوں میں ٹاپے ٹاپے
میں عشق ترانے گاؤں چپے چپے
عشق کروں یا کروں عبادت
اکو ہی گل آئی
الف اللہ الف اللہ
الف اللہ

मेरे पैरों में भांगड़ा
साँसों में टापे टापे
मैं इश्क़ तराने गाऊँ चप्पे चप्पे
इश्क़ करूँ या करूँ इबादत
इक्को ही गल आई
अलिफ़ अल्लाह अलिफ़ अल्लाह
अलिफ़ अल्लाह

mere pairon mein bhaangda
saanson mein taape taape
main ishq taraane gaaun chappe chappe
ishq karoon ya karoon ibaadat
ikko hi gal aai
alif allah alif allah
alif allah

The bhangra in my feet, the hoofbeats in my breath: I sing the songs of love, everywhere, everywhere. Whether I make love or make worship, it comes to the same thing. Alif Allah, alif Allah, alif Allah.

The passage is the body's report on the ecstasy, and the report is all rhythm. Bhaangra, the dance of the fields, has entered the feet, and the taape, the hoofbeats, have entered the breath, and the singing of the love songs, chappe chappe, everywhere, is the dance's voice. The refrain follows the body's report, and the alif of Allah is the breath the dance breathes: the worship and the dance have become the same motion.

بھنگڑا bhaangda
bhangra, the Punjabi harvest dance
چپہ chappe
every hand's breadth of ground; every inch of a place

03  — voh noor ka jharna hai

وہ نور کا جھرنا ہے
میں پیاس پرانی
میں نے آنکھ گٹک لی
اس حسین کا پانی
اسے تکتے تکتے عمر گزاروں
کوئی اور خیال جو آئے جھٹ سے اتاروں

वो नूर का झरना है
मैं प्यास पुरानी
मैंने आँख गटक लिया
उस हुस्न का पानी
उसे तकते तकते उम्र गुज़ारूँ
कोई और ख़याल जो आए झट से उतारूँ

voh noor ka jharna hai
main pyaas puraani
maine aankh gatak liya
us husn ka paani
use takte takte umr guzaaroon
koi aur khayaal jo aaye jhat se utaaroon

She is a spring of light, and I am the old thirst. I gulped down with my eyes the water of that beauty. Let me spend my whole life looking at her, and whatever other thought comes, throw it off at once.

The passage is the beloved's inventory, and the inventory is a draught. Noor ka jharna, the spring of light, is the beloved's divine name in this verse, and the singer is the pyaas puraani, the ancient thirst, the thirst that predates him. The drinking with the eyes, aankh gatak liya, is the love's single act, and the passing of the whole life in the looking, takte takte umr guzaaroon, is its single occupation. The passage is the ecstatic's prayer in its purest form: the looking is the worship.

نور noor
light, a radiance
حسن husn
beauty
گٹکنا gatakna
to gulp something down

04  — maine ishq ittar pehna

میں نے عشق عطر پہنا
میں خوشبو خوشبو
اب وہی مہکتا ہے، میرے بھیتر ہر سو
میرے پیروں میں بھانگرا
سانسوں میں ٹاپے ٹاپے
میں عشق ترانے گاؤں چپے چپے

मैंने इश्क़ इतर पहना
मैं ख़ुशबू ख़ुशबू
अब वही महकता है, मेरे भीतर हर सू
मेरे पैरों में भांगड़ा
साँसों में टापे टापे
मैं इश्क़ तराने गाऊँ चप्पे चप्पे

maine ishq ittar pehna
main khushbu khushbu
ab vahi mahakta hai, mere bheetar har su
mere pairon mein bhaangda
saanson mein taape taape
main ishq taraane gaaun chappe chappe

I have worn love like perfume: I am fragrance, fragrance. Now the same scent blooms inside me, everywhere. The bhangra in my feet, the hoofbeats in my breath: I sing the songs of love, everywhere, everywhere.

The passage is the song's last station, and the station is the scent. Ittar, the perfume, is the beloved's oldest gift in this poetry, and the wearing of the love like perfume, ishq ittar pehna, is the passage's claim: the love has become the body's own weather. The doubled khushbu, fragrance, fragrance, is the ecstatic's doubling, and the return of the dance, the bhangra and the taape, closes the song on the body's report, the love sung chappe chappe, everywhere, which is the song's final answer to its own first question: the worship and the love were always the same.

عطر ittar
attar, a thick oil-based perfume
ہر سو har su
in every direction

Reading it whole

The song is a love song that has crossed into theology, and the crossing is the point. Mera yaar hai rab varga: my beloved is like the Lord. The comparison is the whole song, and the song keeps testing it: she is the spring of light, the looker is the old thirst, the love is a perfume worn over everything. The inventory of the beloved is conducted in the vocabulary of the divine, and the refrain, ishq karoon ya karoon ibaadat, whether I make love or make worship, answers itself: ikko hi gal, it is the same thing.

The first passage is the claim in its boldest form. The temple and the mosque are both dismissed, mera yaar khud hai, my beloved is God himself, and the dismissal is made in the voice of the ecstatics, the voice that has been singing this line for centuries. The alif of Allah, the first letter of the divine name, is the refrain's syllable, and the song has placed it between the love and the worship.

The middle passages are the beloved's inventory, and every item is a form of the divine. The beloved is a spring of light, noor ka jharna, and the singer is the old thirst, pyaas puraani. The gaze that drank it, aankh gatak liya, is the love's one act, and the passing of the whole life in looking, takte takte umr guzaaroon, is the love's one occupation. The refrain follows each verse, ishq karoon ya karoon ibaadat, and the answer, ikko hi gal, becomes more certain with every repetition.

The last passage is the love's garment, and the garment is the scent. The singer has worn love like perfume, ishq ittar pehna, and the beloved's scent has entered everything, ab wohi mahakta hai mere bheetar har su. The song ends on the ecstatic's discovery: the love has become the body's own weather. Javed Bashir's voice made the song one of the decade's defining devotional love songs, and the line mera yaar khud hai has been quoted in every register, from the wedding to the shrine.

Recordings

  • Javed Bashir

    From Bhaag Milkha Bhaag (2013), composed by Shankar-Ehsaan-Loy.

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Text and rights

Devanagari text supplied and checked by a reader who knows the language. The Urdu script and the transliteration follow that reading.

The song is from the film Bhaag Milkha Bhaag (2013), composed by Shankar-Ehsaan-Loy, lyrics Prasoon Joshi. The refrain returns between passages in the recording more often than it is printed here, and the Punjabi lines follow the reading.

Prasoon Joshi is alive and the song is recent work. It is quoted here as the subject of Harf's own criticism: the translation, the reading of each passage and the essay around them are original work written for this page. If you hold the rights and would like something changed, tell us on Instagram.